haiz ... actually now going out de lorhs .. then my mother last mins stop me from going out coz she knw tats im going out wif my brother's fren plus my brother too . all guys except me , but they r good ones i can tells , nobody will understand how i feels , NOT EVEN ONE . im so sad now . when will i have my OWN freedom ? i know im still young . but im always at home , i have no place to go . nobody will know hows it feels , i respect my parents tats why i nv go against them . im a girl its the facts , i cant change it , now im using computer doing nothings , at home , in my brother's room , sitting down , facing the computer screen , its like everyday i do the same things , its NEVER CHANGE .
and i want to change , but i juz couldnt ... can anyone tells me what to do ?
im really dam confused , why must parents treat thier daughter like this ??
scare of rapist ?? supecting the son of thier de frens r bad guys ? pls man i knw them for 2 years plus liao lorhs , and i knw wad u will tinks , evil cant predict , AND I KNOW THAT . i NEVER go out with my brother b4 , and today is the day which im looking forward . i cried , but whats the points man , im still a girl a 14/15 age girl , secondary school girl , i cant change . nobody will understand how its FEELS BY STAYING AT HOME AND URE PARENTS DOESNT ALLOW YOU U MIX WIF GUYS . its suck . i have taste it all the time , i wana change it , i wanna go against my parents , but my heart told me NOT to do so , and so every one was looking forward for me too . but in the end i never go .. i really hope one day i can find someone , anyone could understand how its feel , im alrdy secondary THREE , and i know otehr will tinks im still young , but can u imagine ure being LEFT OUT . sigh ...

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